I have just made one of the most difficult decisions in my life.
Three weeks ago or so, I saw a post at Edinburgh Academy. I had always liked Edinburgh Academy (and as you may know, I also do one of their websites), and I was in a difficult position at work, which added to my decision to apply. And so I did, and I completed my application a couple of days ago.
I went for the interview, which I think went well. I taught a lesson before, and it went very well. I spent a lot of time preparing the lesson materials but did what I usually do and just naturally taught. In the actual interview, I was open and honest and felt right at home talking to the panel. I could see myself working here.
I was offered the job but needed to think about it.
Unfortunately, the journey was very difficult - and I only learned this on the day. Each way, it took around 1 hour and 30 minutes to travel. Compared to the five minutes down the road that I have at present, this was something I knew my body could not go back to (I remember doing this when I worked on the west side of Edinburgh back in 2017).
So, ultimately, my heart was set on the job, but my brain was telling me no.
I decided to decline the offer with great sadness. To me, this was not a choice—it was the only way this could go.
However, I still love Knox, and for that reason, it doesn't feel as bad a knock. I'm still glad I applied (and was offered the job).
